Smart Magnificent Realistic Project

Hummmmmmm..... I am feeling good don't know why !! I am still confused but that never stops me from enjoying my LIFE and finding the magical moment in each day. Eventually I think the blur surrounding my eyes is started to fade away. I finally managed to control my emotions and figured out how to combine between HEART & MIND. I am opening my heart filling it with LOVE ..opening my mind ,filling it with LOGIC I''ll spread my thoughts to reach the unlimited limits ..I'll nurture my sensation to influence the atmosphere. I'll put the foundation for the LOGICAL LOVE ..the love of my own the love of LOVE . Just THINK OUT OF THE BOX ...wait there is no box at all ;-) ............to be continue

It was been a while since my last post ..during that period I was washing my brain and trying to finish all the unfinished business.,to be faithful I manged to do some progress in different areas but I still got more stuff to overcome. I have to get more familiar to the state of being independent ,I have to work more on it and try my best to enjoy being in it :-D It's going good for me so far even I really miss my friends and how we used to hang out together but it's not like that anymore ..and this is it,, life separates people to know how they really mean to each other. ....I am not trying to make out a DRAMA scene but,,I am standing here and know exactly what every one means to me and what I mean to them,n I think this so much better than deceiving my self and being somebody else that I HATE . In the end ,I will continue my journey asking ALLAH for help and support and beginning him to forgive me. I will do whatever makes me feel happy and comfortable. ...

For....not being there when I needed you the most . For....all the times we did not share. For....all the plans we had no time to make them real. For....all the songs we used to sing . ...thank you very much for all the things you had done to me whether they were good or bad , I still have all the memories kept in a safe place and I promise I wont let them fade away. For ....making me think more wisely. For...making me act more maturely. Now it's time to move on and leave all these memories behind .. Thank you for helping me to find the real ME. I wish you health ,wealth and may allah lighten your way . This is for you ... Thank you because you WERE my friend

I know it's kinda wired if I start talking about the sixth sense ..but to be honest I really believe in it ,,or in other words I believe in the law of ATTRACTION ,,,,I have faith in signs and I know that every little thing has a huge meaning inside it ,,I am not in search for that meaning right now but I am willing to this later . I know sometimes it's too difficult to choose between two things when there is a conflict over them,,,,,when the mind says'' ,,,'' the heart objects .,I guess in that point I will follow the signs and try to translate them correctly ,and in the end it's just a matter of paying attention . ...so I gotta let it go.. I'll listen to my heart and try to fulfill it's dreams and desires in a logical way and I hope it works this time :-D

sometimes we say things that we actually don't mean them and we do things at the wrong time ,,,so we regret all this later...and it's so hard to feel like this ,,but to be honest when I thought deeply of this I found out there must be a strong cause of what we say or what we do .. our behavior is based upon our thoughts and philosophy ..when we do something that looks odd to the others we have to take a break and think of that action ..why is it strange ??? !!!,,but we must not take too much time thinking about this or we will find our self stuck in the middle of a dilemma. ....apart from that I promised my self that I will never let ME down I will respect ME and never underestimate ME. so I am going to put ME together again and keep walking ahead :-D Still I can't find trust,,still can't believe in others ..maybe I passed through so many situations lately ..but those circumstances wont hurt me they make me stronger. OUCH it hurts !!! I need ...

Now I am done...yeah  finally I found out no matter what happened,, there is no need to worry about anything if there is a way out of it ,,,and if there is no way then worrying wont help it. now I am ready to walk over the bridge of my own ...I can walk through the tunnel seeing the light at the other side. leaving all my burdens behind,walking ahead ,I manged to do this ,I closed the door of apprehension this time for sure . It's true that sometimes people change, I've changed mmm or I can say it in another way I've adjusted my self to the surrounding environment,,in no doubt I am not going to change my standards or principles , I am growing up ,getting stronger and more wiser I guess ;-) I am taking my first step toward my vocation,,I've spent sufficient time thinking and now I am so convinced with my decisions wishing that they are profitable. '' So glory to Him in Whose hands is the dominion of all things: a...