BRAIN WASHING

It was been a while since my last post ..during that period I was washing my brain and trying to finish all the unfinished business.,to be faithful I manged to do some progress in different areas but I still got more stuff to overcome.
I have to get more familiar to the state of being independent ,I have to work more on it and try my best to enjoy being in it :-D
It's going good for me so far even I really miss my friends and how we used to hang out together but it's not like that anymore ..and this is it,, life separates people to know how they really mean to each other.
....I am not trying to make out a DRAMA scene but,,I am standing here and know exactly what every one means to me and what I mean to them,n I think this so much better than deceiving my self and being somebody else that I HATE .
In the end ,I will continue my journey asking ALLAH for help and support and beginning him to forgive me.
I will do whatever makes me feel happy and comfortable.
I'll always be ME
p.s..thank you again because you WERE my friend.

Comments

  1. AliaaMay 8, 2011 at 9:43 PM

    i like it .. n i guess that's the point eventually to realize the meaning of being oursevles, it really worthes a pause.

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