alMOst grOwn

Now I am done...yeah  finally I found out no matter what happened,, there is no need to worry about anything if there is a way out of it ,,,and if there is no way then worrying wont help it.
now I am ready to walk over the bridge of my own ...I can walk through the tunnel seeing the light at the other side.
leaving all my burdens behind,walking ahead ,I manged to do this ,I closed the door of apprehension this time for sure .
It's true that sometimes people change, I've changed mmm or I can say it in another way I've adjusted my self to the surrounding environment,,in no doubt I am not going to change my standards or principles , I am growing up ,getting stronger and more wiser I guess ;-)
I am taking my first step toward my vocation,,I've spent sufficient time thinking and now I am so convinced with my decisions wishing that they are profitable.

''So glory to Him in Whose hands is the dominion of all things: and to Him will ye be all brought back''
Surah 36 ,(83) - Ya Seen 

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