the braek down

yes I am on it ...the break down a real break ...and I think it's time for me to admit it ,,I can't stand this any more this is too more than much for me to handle .
I am in the middle of nowhere no friends no  ,,,they are all busy, away, have their own burdens or ... they don't care.
this is the life ,,,a long journey to our destiny full of : illness, sadness, bitter ,,,HAPPINESS , JOY,and much more.
,,,I won't lose faith and I know sometimes it's good to fall into pieces and pass through hard times ,,and I guess this happens to remind us of all we got  ,,,so we have to thank god for everything even those moments of weakness.
I think it's going good for me al7mdolilah
oooh Allah pleas help me :'(

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